默默無聞
你好，麥可 Hiya, Michael.
你好嗎? You OK?
你好，爸爸 你好 Hello, daddy. Hello.
你有很乖吧!? 蛤? You been a good boy? Huh?
你好，狄德芮 Hiya, Deirdre.
他一直很安靜 He's been very quiet.
真的和金子一樣好，但他不想喝完他的茶 As good as gold really, but didn't want to finish his tea.
你為什麼不吃狄德芮給你的東西，蛤? Why didn't you eat what Deirdre gave you, huh?
我一直在等你 I was waiting for you.
來 坐在這裡 Here. Sit down here.
嗯? Mmm?
當然 我知道 Sure. I'll get that.
我希望我把一切都放在你喜歡的地方 I hope I put everything where you like it.
無論如何，下次你可以讓我知道 Anyway, you can let me know next time.
社會服務部說他們希望我下周再來 Social services said they want me to come again next week.
太好了 呃...我相信這很好 Cheers. Er...I'm sure it's grand.
噢，那就是我 Well, that's me.
再見，麥可 而且別讓你爸爸太累了 Bye, Michael. And don't tire your dad.
麥可? 再見 Michael? Bye.
謝謝你，狄德芮 Thank you, Deirdre.
不客氣 No problem.
我們現在可以去玩嗎？ Can we play now?
是的 Aye.
我們先吃點葡萄? 好嗎？ Shall we have some grapes first? Yeah?
好的 OK.
五隻 Five.
有人在學校就是不洗頭 Someone at school is not washing their hair.
五隻 Five.
"下來，下來，他父親喊叫著" "'Come down, come down, his father cried."
"你在我身邊會比較安全" "'You'll be much safer by my side."
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"但當下面的人群看到烏龜碰著雲端時，他們大聲呼喊" "But then the crowd below cheered loud to see a turtle touch a cloud."
"他們沒見過這麼勇敢的男孩" "They'd never seen a boy so brave."
"他向他爸爸揮了揮手" "He gave his dad a little wave."
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"而當他跑到另一頭時..." "And when he reached the other side..."
"他父親的心中充滿了驕傲" "his father's heart was full of pride."
"快來看，他對大家喊道" "'Come look, ' he called to everyone."
"那個走鋼絲的烏龜...那是我的兒子" "'That tightrope turtle...That's my son. '"
再一次 again.
拜託，麥可，很晚了 該睡覺了 Come on, Michael, it's late. It's bedtime.
現在我躺下睡覺 ，我祈禱上帝保佑我的靈魂 Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep.
願上帝徹夜守護我，用晨光喚醒我 May god guard me through the night and wake me with the morning light.
阿門 阿門 Amen. Amen.
晚安，麥可 Good night, Michael.
聽我說，山姆的媽媽會去學校接你放學 Listen, Sam's mummy will pick you up from school.
你可以帶他的小狗去散步 You can take his puppy for a walk.
我想要一隻小狗 I want a puppy.
拜託別玩食物 Please don't play with the food.
明天我給你買些椰子麥片 I'll get you some coco pops tomorrow.
並且試著把橘子汁喝完 And just try and finish the orange juice.
太感謝了 你好，歐文 Thank you so much. Hello, Owen.
早安，蘿絲小姐 Good morning, miss Rose.
玩得開心點，麥可，並聽蘿絲小姐的話 Have fun, Michael, and pay attention to miss Rose.
再見，媽咪 再見，孩子們 回頭見 Bye, mummy. Bye now, boys. See you later.
再見 再見，小雞 回頭見 Bye. Bye, chicken. See you later.
我媽媽在哪裡？ Where's my mummy?
我告訴過你了，麥可，她必須離開 I've told you, Michael, she had to go away.
去很遠，很遠？ Far, far away?
對 Yes.
去很遠，很遠 Far, far away.
親一個 Kiss.
嗨，麥可 Hi, Michael.
教室裡見 See you in there.
是的，通勤有時很困難 Yeah, the commute can be difficult sometimes,
但當你每晚回到這裡時，這是值得的 but it's worth it though when you come back to this every night.
寧靜祥和，綠樹環繞 Peace and quiet, surrounded by greenery.
他喜歡大自然嗎? Does he like nature?
我們是非常喜歡戶外活動的人 We're very outdoorsy people.
正如你所看到的，我們喜歡長途散步 We like to go for long walks, as you can see.
我們在考慮或許養條狗？ We were thinking about maybe getting a dog?
我知道麥可想養一隻小狗，要對它負責 I know Michael would love a puppy, to be responsible for.
那太棒了 That's great.
我們希望這個男孩能和我們一樣享受童年 We sort of hope the boy would enjoy the same childhood as ourselves,
不僅僅是整天待在電腦裡 not just inside on the computer all day.
而在這裡，他可以自由地到處跑，而不是被寵愛 And here he's free to run around, not be mollycoddled,
可以自由爬樹並從樹上摔下來 free to climb trees and fall out of trees.
我的意思是，我們當然會照顧他，但你知道我的意思 I mean, we will look after him obviously, but you know what I mean.
不是，我，我確定他會喜歡爬樹的 No, I'm, I'm sure he'll love to climb trees.
他是一個...他是個安靜的小男孩，但他很聽話，而且他總是表現得很好 He's a...he's a quiet wee boy, but he listens and he's always well-behaved.
他在學校很受歡迎 人們總是告訴我他是個多麼好的孩子 He's very popular at school. I'm always being told what a great kid he is.
他很喜歡...關心別人 He's loving...caring.
他，他是個快樂的小男孩 He, He's a happy wee boy.
我，呃...我想要... I, er...I want...
他值得有個正常的家庭，兩個父母，一個充滿愛的家庭... He deserves a normal family, two parents, a loving family home...
以及我小時候從未有過的機會 and all the opportunities I never had as a child.
喔! Oh!
你撞了頭啦!? 你還好嗎？ You bang your head? Are you all right?
我沒事 你確定？ I'm all right. You sure?
我希望他能做所有我做不到的事情 I want him to be able to do all the things I never could.
甚至想都沒想過的 Never even thought of.
我們理解這一點 We understand that.
我們把一個房間漆成藍色 We've painted one of the rooms blue,
但如果他不喜歡，我們可以隨時改變 but if he didn't like it, we could always change it.
而且，當然，我們可以為我們兒子提供最好的教育 And, of course, we can afford the best education for our son.
我是說，你兒子 I mean, your son.
如你所知，西莉亞是幼教老師，我們可以讓他進她的學校就讀 As you know, Celia's a nursery teacher. We could get him into her school.
而且也許以後，他可以去上我自己的寄宿學校 And perhaps later on, he could attend my own boarding school.
他們很喜歡收校友的孩子 They're very keen on having children of alumni.
嗯，是的，但是，呃...他很喜歡現在的學校 Well, yeah, but, er...He's doing well where he is.
而且，呃...你知道，也不遠 他有朋友，所以... And, er...you know, it's not far. He's got friends, so...
哦，當然 我們會聽從你的指示 Oh, of course. We, We'd follow your guidance.
而他知道你的情況嗎? And what does he know of your situation?
不知道 他知道的越少越好 Nothing. The less he knows the better.
而他的生母呢? And the birth mother?
沒有親生母親 There is no birth mother.
你能看見嗎？你能看到蟲子嗎？ Can you see? Can you see the bugs?
你能看到裡面的蟲子嗎？ Can you see the bugs in there?
那以後呢? What about in the future,
你想讓你兒子瞭解你什麼？ what would you like your son to know about you?
去回憶? To remember?
你希望你的...這個新家庭來? What would you like your...The new family to?
我是個洗窗工 I'm a window cleaner.
1，2，3 One, two, three,
6，7，12，15，14 six, seven, twelve, fifteen, fourteen.
僅想想看，麥可，所有那些卡車 Just think, Michael, all those lorries,
把這麼多東西帶到這麼多地方 taking so many things to so many places.
以及所有這些車載人去上班 And all those cars with people going to work,
或者去看遠方的朋友 or to see their friends, far away.
有一天，麥可，你想住在別的地方 One day, Michael, would you like to live somewhere else,
在不同的城鎮，不同的家嗎? in a different town, a different home?
我喜歡家 I like home.
我不想讓他去想... I don't want him to think about it...
去理解死亡 To understand death.
不是現在，還不到時候 Not now, not yet.
他，他太年輕 He's, He's just too young.
他會認為這會再次發生 He'll think it'll happen again,
對他的新家庭，對他周圍的人 to his new family, all those around him.
他會認為自己也會死 我是說，你知道... He'll be left thinking that he will die, too. I mean, you know...
那是什麼樣的童年？ What kind of childhood is that?
約翰，每個記憶都不同 John, a memory box is different.
他現在不需要，但他將來會需要的... He won't need one now, but he will need it...
以及他的新父母也需要 and his new parents will too.
你知道，約翰，也許有一天他每天都在想你... You know, John, there might come a time when he thinks about you every day...
而且他需要一些東西來開始，身體上的，真實的 and he'll need something to start with, physical, real,
可以聯繫並建立起來 to connect with and build on.
建立? Build on?
那是手冊上的嗎？還是你剛剛通過考試了嗎？ Is that from a manual? Have you just passed the exam?
約翰，拜託，蕭娜說的沒錯 John, please. Shona's right.
現在或許不用，但將來要 Maybe not now, but later.
而且當然當他十八歲的時候... And certainly when he's eighteen...
而且他有權利親自查明他的親生父母是誰 and he has the right to find out for himself who his birth parents were.
他為什麼要知道他是被領養的？ Why does he have to know he was adopted?
我們會為他找到一個屬於他的家庭，他唯一的家庭 We will find him a family that will be his family, his only family.
他甚至不必記得他的父母是多麼無用的 He won't even have to remember how useless his parents were.
他母親離開了他而然後他父親去世了 His mother leaves him and then his father dies.
我是說，那一定會把他搞砸 I mean, that, that would definitely fuck him up.
哦，麥可，現在還早 Oh, Michael, it's early.
麥可，我告訴過你不要在書上亂畫 Michael, I told you not to draw in the books.
圖書館的多納莉太太會怎麼說? What's Mrs. Donnelly at the library gonna say?
這裡，我們把它放在哪裡？你選擇 Here, where do we put it? You choose.
那很好 讓我顯示給你看 用力推一下 That's good. Let me show you. Give it a big push.
我贏了! I'm winning!
難道你不討厭他們嗎? Don't you just hate them?
他們把狗丟在花園，放任不管 They leave their dogs in the garden, loose,
但他們還是希望收到郵件，不是嗎？ but they still expect their mail, don't they?
而然後他們會抱怨，如果有什麼東西遲到了，或者上帝不允許，遺失了 And then they complain if something's late, or god forbid, goes missing.
他們和他們該死的狗 Them and their bloody dogs.
具有危害性的 A menace.
而然後，牠們向你撲來，咬你 And then, they come at you and they bite you.
就好像你是牠們一天的樂趣 It's like you're their bit of fun for the day.
小隻的是最壞的，不是嗎？嗯! The small ones are the worst, aren't they? Mmm.
看看那個，麥可 Look at that, Michael.
正穿過我的褲子 Right through my trousers.
隨時要注意狗，麥可 Always watch out for dogs, Michael.
你永遠不知道他們接下來想咬什麼 You never know what they feel like biting next.
麥可喜歡狗 Michael loves dogs.
他認識一隻非常可愛的小狗 He knows a very nice puppy.
呃...你想再來點蛋糕嗎? 約翰 Er...would you like some more cake, John?
太棒了，不是嗎？她自己做的 It's great, isn't it? She made it herself.
沒有那些舊的防腐劑 None of those old preservatives.
謝謝，不了 它很好吃 Thank you, no. It was delicious.
呃...蕭娜 妳還要嗎? Er...shona, would you?
哦，謝謝你，帕姆，我吃不下了 Oh, thank you, Pam, I really couldn't.
麥可，你想再吃一點帕姆的蛋糕嗎？ Michael, would you like a wee bit more of Pam's cake?
啊，噢...Ah, well...
那我最好自己多吃一點，免得被兔子吃掉 I'd better have a wee bit more myself then, before the rabbit gets to it.
爸爸，兔子不吃蛋糕 Dad, rabbits don't eat cake.
我相信麥可知道我只是在開玩笑，對吧，麥可? I'm sure Michael knows I'm only joking, don't you, Michael?
而你已經養了三年了，對吧? And you've been fostering for three years now, is that right?
嗯，是的，但這很難，你知道嗎？ Mm-hmm. Yeah, but it's been tough, you know?
這是...很難放棄懷孕的想法 It's...hard letting go of the idea of being pregnant.
你知道，你想讓人們對你大驚小怪 You know, you want people to make a fuss over you,
你想把嬰兒房準備好，你知道嗎？ you want to get the, the baby room ready, you know?
而且它縈繞在你的腦海裡，你感覺到了這種痛苦... And it lingers in your mind and you feel this pain...
看著其他媽媽帶著他們的嬰孩 watching other mothers with their babies.
每個月你都覺得自己像你，你是個失職的媽媽 Every month you feel like you, you've failed as a woman.
對不起，約翰 Sorry, John.
我相信你知道生活並不總是按照你的意願進行的 I'm sure you know life doesn't always work out the way you mean it to.
所以我想也許我來到這個世界上是為了照顧別人的孩子 So I thought that maybe I was put on this earth to look after other people's children.
而且當安妮...六歲嗎? 七歲 And when Anne was...six? Seven.
七歲時，我們開始領養 Seven, we started fostering.
你覺得怎麼樣？安妮 你喜歡嗎? How was it for you, Anne? Did you enjoy?
哦，她很快就適應了，是嗎？你不是嗎？寶貝 Oh, she took to it straight away, didn't you? Didn't you, pet?
就像鴨子喜歡水 Like a duck to water.
但有時看到他們死掉很難過，你知道嗎？ But sometimes it's sad to see them go, you know?
現在我們不想再這樣說再見了 Now we don't want to say goodbye to any more.
我們都犯過錯誤，但我們找到了一個特別的人... We both made our mistakes, but we found someone special...
而且我們會...我們將永遠在一起，不是嗎？ and we'll be...we'll be together forever, won't we?
當他們在一起購物時仍然手牽著手 這很尷尬 They're still holding hands when they're together shopping. It's embarrassing.
那可能有點真實 That might be somewhat true.
我們幾乎做什麼都一起 We do nearly everything together.
如果半夜我起來上廁所 If I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom,
她就會跟來，陪我 she comes with me, keeps me company.
所以我去小便...爸爸! So I go for a piss...Dad!
你為什麼要告訴他們這個？ 他們會怎麼想？ Why would you tell them that? What will they think?
什麼，他不尿尿？爸爸! What, he doesn't piss? Dad!
別理他 Don't mind him.
現在...瞧，你的孩子將會是一個大家庭的一份子 Now...look, your child will be part of a big family.
都是好人，實在的人 All good people, real people.
你想堅持你自己，別人會尊重你 You wanna stick to your own, people that respect you,
不是那些對你低聲下氣的人 你知道我的意思嗎？約翰 not people who talk down to you. You know what I mean, John?
我知道你的意思 I know what you mean.
就像郵差，當然 Postman, sure.
你知道，這是...很多人不再寫信了... You know, it's...Nobody writes letters anymore...
而且我相信他們很快就會把我們幹掉 and I'm sure they're gonna do away with us pretty soon,
被一架飛行的無人機或其他東西取代了 replaced by a flying drone or something.
那麼那些狗會咬什麼呢，呃，麥可? 呃? And what will all those dogs bite then, eh, Michael? Eh?
你喜歡兔子嗎? 麥可 Did you like the rabbit, Michael?
你不想照顧一隻兔子嗎？ Wouldn't you like a rabbit to look after?
我想要一隻小狗 I want a puppy.
快好了 Almost done.
謝謝你，麥克唐納太太 你真的不必麻煩了 Thank you, Mrs. McDonagh. You really didn't have to go to the trouble.
不麻煩 你要留著力氣 No trouble. You need your strength.
那我還能對自己做些什麼？ And what else would I be doing with myself?
這是你的特餐，就像你喜歡的那樣 Here's your special, just as you like it.
非常感謝你 Thank you very much.
金姆 Kim.
給你 乖女孩 Here you go. Good girl.
你知道，約翰，這些人，他們可能有點無所不知 You know, John, these people, they may be a bit know-it-all,
但他們是專業人士 but they are professionals.
呃...你知道，如果他們說你應該... Er...you know, if they say that you should...
那我該跟他說什麼? And what am I meant to tell him?
當我...上了天堂，坐在上帝旁邊？ That I'm...in heaven, sitting next to god?
會是同一個上帝幹的？ The same god who did this?
噢...你知道，我母親相信它，來世 Well...you know, my mother believed in it, an afterlife.
但不是你為她準備的"塵歸塵"的東西 But none of your "dust to dust" stuff for her.
她會說"我們是空氣不是塵土" "We are air not earth," she would say.
"我們之後都在那裡" "And we're always there, after."
"我們的精神，我們的能量，是在空氣中" "Our spirit, our energy, is in the air."
你知道，我曾經，呃...取笑她，當我年輕的時候，取笑她的想法 You know, I used to, er...make fun of her, of her ideas, when I was young.
但你知道，她是對的 But you know, she was right.
而現在她用各種方式回來找我 And now she comes back to me in all sorts of ways.
她晚上坐在我的床上而且我們聊天 She sits on my bed at night and we talk.
而且她很平靜 And she's very peaceful.
我的意思是，她，她不會用嘴或什麼東西說話 I mean, she, she doesn't talk with her mouth or anything.
但是我們...但我們說話 But we...but we talk.
嗨，約翰 請進 嗨，茱蒂 你好，葛麗絲 Hi, John. Come on in. Hi, Judy. Hello, grace.
葛麗絲，跟麥可的爸爸問好 Grace, say hello to Michael's daddy.
抱歉 請進 Sorry. Come on in.
乖女兒 Good girl.
呃...我很抱歉 這不是最好的遊戲約會 Er...I am sorry. It hasn't been the best of playdates.
麥可，你爸爸來了 Michael, your daddy's here.
你在桌子底下幹什麼，麥可? What are you doing under the table, Michael?
我們今天不想玩 We didn't feel like playing today.
而且我們不是很好 And we weren't very nice.
我們沒有對葛麗絲說好話，是嗎？ We didn't say nice things to grace, did we?
麥可? Michael?
你遲到了 You're late.
對不起 I'm sorry.
我們現在可以走了嗎? Can we go now?
你可以跟葛麗絲和茱蒂因為不友好而說抱歉嗎? And can you say sorry to grace and to Judy for not being nice?
對不起 Sorry.
沒關係，麥可 It's OK, Michael.
別擔心 總是...有點難 Don't worry about it. It must be...difficult.
再見，茱蒂 Cheers, Judy.
並謝謝你，葛麗絲 And thank you, grace.
謝謝你，葛麗絲 Thank you, grace.
別客氣，麥可 而且隨時歡迎你來，好嗎? You are welcome, Michael. And you come again anytime you want, OK?
來吧! 再見 學校見 Come on. See you. See you at school.
我們要去認識更多新朋友嗎? Are we gonna see any more new friends?
不是今天 Not today.
繫上你的安全帶 Put your belt on.
爸爸 Daddy.
什麼事？What is it?
你發現了什麼？它不動了 What did you find? It doesn't go.
這是一隻甲蟲，麥可 It's a beetle, Michael.
它死了 It's dead.
它再也走不動了 It can't walk anymore.
讓它動 Make it go.
我不能 它死了 I can't. It's dead.
當甲蟲死亡時，它的身體就不再工作了 When a beetle dies, its body doesn't work anymore.
它停止移動 還有吃飯 和玩耍 It stops moving. And eating. And playing.
為什麼? Why?
因為...Because...
因為就像所有的動物和植物一樣 Because like all the animals and the plants,
所有的生物 all the living things,
它出生並過著幸福的生活... it was born and lived a happy life...
而且...然後它變老了並死了 and...then it got old and it died.
而且當它死的時候，它留下身體 And when it died, it left its body behind,
它的小腿，它的頭，它的肚子，都是空的 its wee legs, its head, its tummy, all empty.
但是甲蟲真的不存在了，它... But the beetle really isn't there anymore, it's...
這只是它的身體 It's just its body.
它會難過嗎? Is it sad?
不會，麥可，它不會難過，它... No, Michael, it's not sad, it's...
它，它只是不在那裡 It's, It's just not there.
冰淇淋! 冰淇淋! Ice cream! Ice cream!
第一名的爹
嘿! Oi!
我不會付錢讓你在那上面睡覺的 I'm not paying you to sleep up there.
你忘了擦那個窗角 You missed that corner.
先生，我還沒有在這個上面開始擦 Sir, I haven't started on this one yet.
不知道有什麼好推薦的 Don't know what there was to recommend.
第一次也是最後一次 下次你不用來了，夥計 First and last time. Won't have you around again, mate.
省省吧! 而且我也不是你的夥計 No risk of that. And I'm not your mate.
是的，不過是個窗戶擦不乾淨的高傲的窗戶清潔工 Right, just an uppity window cleaner who can't clean fucking windows.
嗨，露 Hi, lu.
待會見 See you later.
當然，你已經長大了，可以自己做這件事了 Sure, you're old enough to do this yourself.
而且不會割傷你的手指 And without cutting your fingers.
有時小孩一吵架，就躲進房間裡 Sometimes the children fight, hide in their rooms.
是的，但是同一個孩子會從學校的門口跳出來 Yeah, but then the same child will skip through the door from school,
你知道，緊握著他們剛剛贏得的數學獎... you know, clutching a prize that they've just won for maths...
然後你知道你做得對 and you know you've done something right.
我為他們感到驕傲，也很感激有榮幸... I'm so proud of them and grateful for the privilege...
與這些不可思議的年輕人分享我們的生活 of sharing our lives with such incredible young people.
真的，爸爸，甚至湯姆也是？ Really, dad, even Tom?
對 甚至托馬斯 事實上，尤其是托馬斯 Yes. Even Thomas. In fact, especially Thomas.
爸爸是對的 你還記得他是什麼樣子嗎？ Dad is right. Do you remember what he was like?
媽媽，我們現在可以走了嗎？ 我要遲到了 Mum, can we go now? I'm gonna be late.
弗雷迪，你能把你的東西收拾好，並放進車子裡嗎？ Freddy, can you get your stuff together, please, and put it in the car?
這次別忘了你的靴子 我馬上就到 Make sure you don't forget your boots this time. I'll be there in a minute.
誰把空紙盒放回了冰箱? Who put the empty carton back in the fridge?
弗雷迪! Freddy!
媽媽，弗雷迪穿了我的靴子 Mum, Freddy's taken my boots.
媽媽，我遲到了 來了 Mum, I'm late. Coming.
我是說，我能告訴你什麼? 約翰 I mean, what can I tell you, John?
對我來說，我對他們的感覺沒有什麼不同 To me there's no difference in the way I feel about them.
不管是親生的還是領養的 The birth children and the adopted ones.
我的孩子是我自己的，所以我愛他們就像愛自己一樣 My children are me own so I love them as me own.
而他會，他會是我們的最後一個 And he'll, he'll be our last one.
哦，是的，但如果這是上帝的願望 Oh, yeah, but if it's god's wish,
那麼可以這麼說，他將是最後一個加入我們這個小家庭的人 then he will be the last one to join our wee family, so to speak.
而且他會被愛... And he'll be loved...
被我們所有人 By all of us.
對吧? 比利 Right, Billy?
媽媽! Mum!
我請客 That's on me.
乾杯 Cheers.
如果可以的話，明天或者星期五回來做 Come back and do them tomorrow if you can, or Friday.
明天吧! 那時候雨應該會停了 Tomorrow. It should've settled by then.
又浪費了一天 我應該躺在床上 Another wasted day. I should've stayed in bed.
我希望孩子能讓一切都好起來 I hoped a baby would've made everything OK,
但是，呃...他出生六個月後 but, er...six months after he was born,
她買了一張回俄羅斯的票就離開了 she bought a ticket back to Russia and she left.
她僅僅離開 She just left.
甚至沒有給我們一個地址 Didn't even give us a foundering address.
無論她在哪裡，她都不知道自己錯過了什麼... Wherever she is, she has no idea of what she's missed out on...
還有這個可愛的小男生他長大了 and the lovely wee man he's grown into.
噢，這不是她的錯 她... Well, it wasn't her fault. She...
在這裡，我不能給她她想要的 Here I just couldn't give her what she wanted.
她太想念她的國家了 She missed her country too much.
事實上，我不是她想要的 The truth is, I wasn't what she wanted.
但是，呃...當我被告知時，你知道... But, er...when I was told about, you know...
我想也許她可以，你知道... I thought maybe she could, you know...
也許有一天... Maybe one day...
正如帕克斯夫人解釋的那樣， 已經來不及了， 約翰 As Mrs. parkes explained, it really is too late, John.
即使我們能找到她 Even if we were able to trace her,
委員會無法評估情況... the council would have no way of assessing the situation...
而且我們不能冒險傷及麥可的權益 and we couldn't risk Michael's well being.
約翰...John...
一天一次，好嗎? One day at a time, yeah?
我們一定可以的 We'll get there.
早安，約翰 Good morning, John.
抱歉讓你久等了 I'm sorry for keeping you waiting.
你還好嗎? 約翰 How are you, John?
你說呢? You tell me.
約翰，我們理解你想幫你兒子找到最好的 John, we realise you want the best for your son.
我們都是 相信我 We all do. Believe me.
而你的情況很特殊 And your circumstances are exceptional.
這就是為什麼我們用一種特殊的方式來處理這一問題 Which is why we're treating this in an exceptional way.
但在做出決定之前，我們可以考慮的家庭數量是有限的 But there's a limit to the number of families we can consider before taking a decision.
這是我們的責任，你明白嗎？而這些都是好家庭... This is our responsibility, you understand? And these are all good families...
我知道 我確實理解 但你不能要求我來... I know. I do understand. But you can't ask me to...
我...I...
我以為我會，你知道，知道我當第一次見到他們 I thought I would, you know, know when I first saw them.
我想這很簡單 要或不要 I thought it would be simple. No, yes.
這些不行 他們可以 Not these. That's them.
但要是我錯了呢? 你知道，如果我... But what if I'm wrong? You know, what if I...
我需要確定 當然 I need to be sure. Of course.
我們不能在報紙上登個廣告嗎? 或在該死的商店櫥窗上? Can't we just put an A.D. in the paper? In a frigging shop window?
因為他們還需要通過核准的流程... Because they'd still need to go through the approval process...
而且我們沒時間了 and we're running out of time.
車應該沒事的 She should be fine.
或許你想給她換一套新的輪圈 You might want to think about getting a new set of wheels on her.
但是她，呃...她和新的一樣好 But she's, er...she's as good as new.
那是...僅算圓盤 That's...just for the discs.
工錢算我的 Labour's on me.
謝謝你 Thank you.
你喜歡汽車嗎? 麥可 我喜歡貨車 Do you like cars, Michael? Lorries.
貨車啊? 我們也修貨車 Lorries? We fix lorries, too.
或許你哪天過來幫幫我們，嗯？ Maybe you come around some day and give us a hand, eh?
你願意嗎? 麥可 Would you like to, Michael?
幫喬治修幾輛貨車? Help George fix some lorries?
再見，喬治 祝你好運 Cheers, George. Good luck.
來吧! 我們喝茶要遲到了 Come on. We're gonna be late for tea.
巧克力，巧克力 Chocolate, chocolate.
巧克力 Chocolate.
你能看到嗎？巧克力 Can you see it? Chocolate.
巧克力粉在哪? 巧克力 Where is the chocolate powder? Chocolate.
哦，在這裡 Oh, there it is.
咖啡色還是紅色? Brown or red?
嗯...紅色 Mmm...red.
紅色巧克力 Red chocolate.
發酵粉在哪? 發酵粉 Where's the baking powder? Baking powder.
發酵粉? 發酵粉 Baking powder? Baking powder.
啊! 在這裡 Ah, there it is.
麥可，也許我們可以問問這位女士哪種發酵粉最好？ Michael, maybe we can ask this lady which is the best baking powder?
你需要發酵粉? 是的 You need baking powder? I do.
你媽媽在為你做蛋糕嗎？ Is your mummy making you a cake?
不是，是我爸爸 No, my daddy.
幸運的孩子 Lucky boy.
這個 There.
這個？完美的 This one? Perfect.
太棒了 再見 再見 Great. Cheers. Bye.
麥可，你想把它放進去嗎？ Michael, you want to put that in?
好男人 Good man.
是啊! 好男人 Yeah. Good man.
葡萄 Grapes.
是的 給麥可的葡萄 Aye. Grapes for Michael.
放進去 In they go.
好的 OK.
我們都買齊了嗎? Have we got everything?
這就是問題所在 讓我檢查一下清單 That's the question. Let me check the list.
麥可，雞蛋 雞蛋 Michael, eggs. Eggs.
雞蛋 我們忘了雞蛋 Eggs. We forgot the eggs.
雞蛋在哪? 我們去找雞蛋好嗎？ Where are the eggs? Shall we go find the eggs?
雞蛋 ! 雞蛋 Eggs! Eggs.
雞蛋! Eggs!
好的! Right!
這是最後一盒蠟燭 This is the last packet of candles.
接下來是哪種顏色？ Which colour next?
紅色 紅色 Red. Red.
好的 它是紅色的 OK. Red it is.
嗯...我們準備好了 Mmm...we are ready to go.
三十三支蠟燭 Thirty-three candles.
三 三 Three. Three.
嗯...就快好了 接下來是哪支蠟燭？ Mmm...nearly there. Which candle next?
紅色 紅色 紅色? 你確定嗎？ Red. Red. Red? Are you sure?
紅色 紅色 好的 Red. Red. OK.
真是個驚喜 它是紅色的 What a surprise. Red it is.
預備 Ready.
三十四支蠟燭在爸爸的蛋糕上 Thirty-four candles on daddy's cake.
四 四 Four. Four.
三十四支蠟燭三十四歲 Thirty-four candles for thirty-four years.
就是這樣 我們完成了 That's it. We're finished.
你認為怎麼樣？看起來不錯，蛤？ What do you think? It looks good, huh?
你老了 You're old.
我老了? I'm old?
我沒那麼老 I'm not that old.
但是是的，麥可，爸爸不再那麼年輕了 But yes, Michael, daddy's not so young anymore.
而且有一天... And one day...
這是給我的嗎？ Is this for me?
謝謝 Thank you.
我很抱歉 我完全忘了你們要來 I am so sorry. I completely forgot yous were coming.
我已經說過了，不是嗎？ I've said that already, haven't I?
我的意思是，我不是最整潔的人，但這個地方通常不會這麼亂 I mean, I'm not the tidiest of people, but the place isn't usually this messy.
我每週洗一次衣服，熨一次衣服 I do my washing and ironing once a week.
我不喜歡只做一半，你呢？ I hate doing those half loads, don't you?
噢，麥可的事，讓我感覺就是只做一半 Well, with Michael's things, it feels like all I do is half-loads.
哦，真的嗎？你知道，自從爸爸走了之後 Oh, really? You know, since daddy's gone,
我...我只是讓它堆積起來，然後我就剩下這個了 I...I just kind of let it build up and then I'm left with this.
謝謝你，蕭娜 Thank you, shona.
好的，我把水壺放上，給我們泡杯茶好嗎？ All right, shall I put the kettle on and get us a cup of tea?
是的 極好的 Aye. Grand.
是嗎? 謝謝 Yeah? Thank you.
麥可，你想喝杯茶嗎？ Michael, do you want a cup of tea?
你會...想喝點果汁嗎？ 不要 他想要些果汁嗎？ Would you...like some juice? No? Would he like some juice?
好吧! OK.
所以，約翰，我不知道你對我的情況瞭解多少 So, John, I don't know how much you know about my situation.
噢，我剛滿十六歲... Well, I'd just turned sixteen...
而就和在家裡工作的一個小夥子在一起 and it was with one of the lads I worked with back home.
我的意思是，這是我第一次，你知道，就是這樣 I mean, it was my first time and, you know, there it was.
典型的 而且我愛他 你知道，16歲的愛對你的... Typical. And I loved him. You know, that sixteen-year-old love for your...
只是一個笨蛋 Just a dope.
而然後，當我的家人發現時，噢，老天，引起了騷動 And then when my ones found out, well, Jesus, there was uproar.
爸爸嚇壞了 Daddy was horrified.
他只是...他說隔壁鎮有個醫生... He just...he said that there was a doctor in the next town...
而...就像，我說，"不可能" and...like, I said, "no way."
而然後對我來說... And then for me, that...
當剛到，你知道，簽署這些表格的時候... When it just came time to, you know, signing those forms...
只是...我想我只是太生氣了 It just...I think that I was just so angry.
我只是對周圍的人很生氣... I was just so angry with everyone around me...
因為我真的很想留住我的兒子 cause I just really wanted to keep my son.
而我真的認為我能做到... And I really thought that I could do it...
而我真的，真的很想這樣做，就像，甚至在那時 and I really, really wanted to do it, like, even back then.
你相信我嗎? 約翰 Do you believe me, John?
而且我無法選擇 And I couldn't choose.
我的意思是，我甚至連收養孩子的父母都沒見過 I mean, I didn't even meet the parents that were set to take the baby.
所以那麼多年以後 So then all those years later,
醫生說我可能再也不能再懷孩子了 the doctor said that I probably wouldn't be able to carry a baby again.
比如，領養對我來說是顯而易見的選擇... Like, adoption was the obvious choice for me...
這很好，因為我會以為我會像愛... and that was fine cause I would've just thought that I would love our child...
我不得不放棄的孩子那樣愛我們的孩子 just the way I would have loved the child I had to give up.
但是我的丈夫，他卻不這麼認為 But my husband, he didn't feel the same.
他只是覺得他不能愛一個不是他自己生的孩子，你知道嗎？ He just thought that he couldn't love a baby that wasn't his, you know?
就像，實際上是他親生的 所以... Like, actually his. So...
故事就是這樣 好的，你過來 That was the end of that. Right, come here, you.
到這裡來 Come here.
讓我們看看這輛卡車能裝載多少石頭 Let's see how many rocks you can fit into the truck.
所以這已經，什麼，現在應該有三年了 自從我... So it's been, what, three years now since I've been...
二 二 Two. Two.
自從我申請通過有三年了 It's been three years now since I've been approved and in the system.
你知道，有時他們說他們只是在找夫妻比較適合，這很好 You know, sometimes they say that they're just looking for couples, which is fine,
但這是我在這些個人資料上做的第一件事 but that's the first thing I do when I go on those profiles.
我看我單身是否可以 I see if it's OK that I'm single.
我是說，我不怪他們因為... I mean, I don't blame them cos...
我想如果我想為我的孩子找個家，那就是我想要的，你知道嗎？ I think that if I was looking for a family for my baby, that's what I'd want, you know?
兩個人，無論是顏色、形狀還是其他愉快的社交活動，都不重要 Two people, doesn't matter the colour or the shape or any of that craic.
只有兩個彼此相愛的人 Just two people that loved each other.
我認為這很重要，不是嗎？ I think that's important, don't you?
是的，是的 我想是吧! Yeah, yeah. I suppose.
這很難，你知道嗎？ It's hard, you know?
我是說，對我來說，就像...就像隧道盡頭的燈光... I mean, for me, it's like...it's like the light at the end of the tunnel...
是一個孩子走進這房子 is a child coming into this house.
就像...這就像贏得獎盃一樣 I would be like...it would be like winning the cup.
只有這樣更好 Only it would be way better.
你載了多少? How many did you get in?
嗯...Mmm...
我是說，我只是...我只想要個孩子來愛，你知道嗎？ I mean, I just...I just want a child to love, you know?
給他我的愛 To give my love to.
他小時候是什麼樣子的? What was he like as a baby?
呃...他讓我們，呃...噢，我真的，徹夜未眠 Er...he kept us, er...Well, me really, up all night.
他的母親無法給他餵奶而且長牙也很困難 His mother couldn't give him milk and teething was difficult.
而你在他這個年紀的時候是什麼樣子的? And what were you like when you were his age?
我不知道 I don't know.
呃...他們告訴我，我的前四年是爸爸撫養我長大的 Er...they told me my dad brought me up for my first four years.
他是卡車司機 He was a lorry driver.
把嬰兒床放在駕駛室後面 Kept the cot in the back of the cab.
而然後就去寄養家庭 And then after that, it was foster homes.
我能問你一些問題嗎? Can I ask you something?
你喜歡和你爸爸做什麼？ What do you like to do with your dad?
嗯...Mmm...
噢，這些天我們沒有做那麼多體力活，對吧？ Well, we don't do so much physical stuff these days, do we?
所以我們，我們讀書並看電視，去公園 So we, we read and watch TV, go to the park.
而且有時我們會擦窗戶，不是嗎? 麥可 And sometimes we wash windows, don't we, Michael?
你喜歡洗窗戶嗎？你喜歡淋濕嗎？ Do you love washing windows? Do you love getting wet?
不喜歡 No.
你什麼時候會死? When are you gonna die?
呃...Er...
天啊! Jesus.
噢，我不知道，麥可 Well, I don't know, Michael.
我想沒人知道 I don't think anyone knows.
我希望這不是很久以前的事了 I hope it's not for ages.
你知道，我以前很嫉妒 You know, I used to be so jealous.
我很羡慕那些活著的人 I was so envious of all those who lived on,
所有那些老人 all those old people,
而我丈夫快要死了，他還很年輕 and my husband was going to die and he was still young.
我晚上躺在他旁邊徹夜難眠而且...我只是很生氣 I'd lie awake at night next to him and...I just got so angry.
但他根本不是那樣的 But he wasn't like that at all.
他說他更喜歡我們在一起的每一分鐘 He said he enjoyed even more every minute we spent together,
他周圍的一切似乎都更特別，更美好 that everything around him seemed to be more special, wonderful.
太陽更亮了... The sun was brighter...
花的顏色更鮮豔了 The colours of the flowers were richer.
甚至草也更綠了 Even the grass was greener.
我不確定我知道他在說什麼 I'm not sure I know what he was on about.
或許他只是想讓我感覺好一點 Maybe he said it just to make me feel better.
我所看到的就是死亡，永遠在那裡 到處是 All I see is death, always there. Everywhere.
就像想要什麼東西的傢伙晃來晃去 Like some bloke hanging around who wants something.
從不示弱是我成長的方式 Never show weakness is how I grew up.
你在其中一個地方表現出軟弱，你就完蛋了 You showed weakness in one of those places, you were screwed.
這就是我一生的生活方式 That's how I lived my whole life.
但有時... But sometimes...
當我把他送到學校的時候 When I drop him off at school,
那裡有很多媽媽和他們的孩子... there's all those mums there with their kids...
我眼淚湧了出來 The tears well up.
而我無能為力 And there's nothing I can do,
僅僅轉身走開，並希望沒人看見 just turn around, walk away and hope that nobody sees,
沒有人，沒有人嘗試來幫忙 nobody, nobody comes over and tries to help.
那不是軟弱，孩子，那是愛 That's not weakness, angel, that's love.
是的，但我怎麼能這樣對他？ Yeah, but how can I do this to him?
我給了他一個家庭而如今我卻要奪走它 I've given him a family and now I'm taking it away.
你正在做一件非常勇敢的事 You are doing something very brave.
你應該為你為他所做的一切感到極驕傲 You should be dead proud of what you're doing for him.
抱歉，我是說... I'm sorry, I mean...
有趣的是，你竟然內心在腐爛而甚至自己卻不知道 It's funny how you can rot inside and not even know it.
我知道 I know.
你還想念他嗎？ Do you still miss him?
對 不對 Yes. No.
我每天跟他說話 I talk to him every day.
我們在一起度過了50年美好的時光 We had fifty wonderful years together.
我們唯一的遺憾是我們從未有過孩子 Our only sadness was that we never had children.
我希望我不是那麼老，我能為你做這件事 I wish I wasn't so old I could do this for you.
去年耶誕節我終於把他的牙刷扔掉了 I finally threw out his toothbrush last Christmas.
到這裡來 Come here.
我們不一定要領養 We don't have to adopt.
我，我相信我丈夫和我都很有能力... I'm, I'm sure my husband and I are perfectly capable...
生出一個可愛的孩子到這個世界上來 of bringing a lovely baby into the world,
但這不是我們的選擇 but it's just not our choice.
懷著期待的心情蹣跚而行... The idea of waddling around happily expectant...
然後把一個小小的新生兒從醫院帶回家... and then bringing a little tiny newborn home from the hospital...
然後關上門...生活在一個小小的窩裡 and closing the door and...living in a little cocoon,
遠離這個世界... all away from the world...
其實不是真正的我 It's just not really me.
不是我們，是嗎? 崔佛 It's just not us, is it, Trevor?
不是 No.
我們，我們倆都覺得... We, We both feel that...
我們喜歡面對生活 We like to confront life.
我們喜歡正面面對事情 We like to face things head on.
對我們來說，這將是...一個新的旅程 And for us this would be...A new journey.
一個全新的冒險 A whole new adventure.
而且我們心中還有空間... And we have room in our hearts...
我們的家當然有足夠的房間，為什麼我們不呢？ and we certainly have plenty of room in our home, so why would we not?
如果有人需要父母，那麼我們可以成為他們的父母 And if someone needs parents, then we can be those parents.
那很好 That's good.
我，呃...真為你高興 I'm, er...glad for you.
呃...你喜歡他嗎？麥可 Er...do you like him, Michael?
他叫吉米 His name's Jimmy.
跟崔佛說謝謝 Say thank you to Trevor.
謝謝 Thank you.
他看起來不像他的照片，是嗎？ He doesn't really look like his photo, does he?
我是說，或者你 他看起來像媽媽嗎？ I mean, or you. Does he look like the mother?
是的，他有他媽媽的眼睛 Aye, he has his mother's eyes.
我是說，一個母親怎麼能丟下孩子？ I mean, how any mother can leave a child?
我是說，離開父親我完全可以理解 I mean, leaving the father I can completely understand,
但離開小孩? but leaving a child?
孩子需要母親 A child needs a mother.
你不想要一個媽咪嗎? 麥可 Wouldn't you like a mummy, Michael?
這個會拿走 This will have to go.
我們有點倉促行事 We jumped the gun a bit.
洛琳...Lorraine...
我們希望有個孩子，但是... We were hoping for a baby, but...
但是請，請相信我，我們會愛他的 But please, please believe me, we will love him,
我們會，呃...我們會用愛來撫養他 we will, er...we will bring him up with love.
不僅是為了他，但，但也是為了我們 Not just for him, but, but for us.
那將很好 That will be good.
生活過得很好，有點值得驕傲的東西 A life well spent, something to be proud of.
我的意思是，畢竟，有什麼比幫助孩子成長更好的... I mean, after all, what could be better than helping a child grow up...
準備好面對生活... Ready to face life...
就像你父母為你所做的那樣? Like your parents did for you?
而離開這個世界時，你知道你為一些真實的事情做出了貢獻 And to leave this world knowing that you contributed to something real,
你在這個地球上的旅程是有目的的... that your passage on this earth had a purpose...
還有某種意義 And a meaning.
很抱歉 你得原諒我 有時我會沒完沒了 Sorry. You have to excuse me. Sometimes I go on.
還有，呃...這，這是我的房間 And, er...this, this is my room.
噢，其實是間火車室 Well, it's the train's room, really.
洛琳不明白我為什麼在這花那麼多時間 Lorraine doesn't understand why I spend so much time in here.
但總有一些事情要做，一些事情要改進，一些事情要修理 But there's always something to do, something to improve, something to fix.
你得花時間看看 You just have to take the time to look at it,
就像帶小孩一樣小心 carefully, like a child would.
你認為麥可會喜歡嗎? Do you think Michael would like it?
他喜歡卡車... He likes lorries...
還有火車 And trains.
也許你可以給他看看 是的，是的 Maybe you could show it to him. Yeah, yeah.
等他長大了 這一切都有點嬌貴的 When he's older. It's, It's all a little delicate.
你好，爸爸 Hello, daddy.
好吧，蛤？ OK, huh?
噢，非常感謝你的到來 Well, thank you so much for coming.
麥可，很高興見到你 你也是，約翰 真的很高興 Michael, it was lovely to meet you. And you too, John. Real pleasure.
是的 謝謝 Yes. Thank you.
崔佛 Trevor.
麥可，吉米住在這裡 Michael, Jimmy lives here.
但也許你可以改天來和他一起玩？ But maybe you could come and play with him another time?
呃...麥可，我要你向吉米說再見 Er...Michael, I want you to say goodbye to Jimmy.
而且謝謝崔佛讓你跟他玩，好嗎? And thank Trevor for letting you play with him, OK?
謝謝你讓我跟他玩 再見 Thank you for letting me play with him. Bye.
再見 再見 Bye. Bye.
好的 來吧，我們走吧! Good. Come on, let's go.
領養是什麼? 爸爸 What's adopt, daddy?
領養是...Adopt is...
當小孩不能被他的媽咪和爹地照顧時... When a child cannot be looked after by his mummy and daddy...
然後他可以去跟兩個好的新父母住在一起... And so he can go and live with two nice new parents...
他們會給他一個可愛的新家 Who can give him a new loving family home.
我不想被領養 I don't want to adopt.
不要摔倒，麥可 Don't fall, Michael.
小心 Be careful.
約翰，這些事情是以某種方式做的 John, these things are done in a certain way.
我們應該遵循各種程序 There are all sorts of procedures we're supposed to follow.
它們不是為像你這樣的案子寫的 They're not written for a case like yours.
你在哪裡找到那些人的？你們他媽的用的又是什麼程序? Where did you find those people? What fucking procedures did you use?
我很抱歉 約翰 I'm sorry, John.
但它確實發生了 But it does happen.
很多配對都不能成功 A lot of matches just don't work out.
或許他們只是希望想找更年輕的 I think they were just hoping for someone younger.
我不是要給他們一隻狗照顧 甚至連一隻該死的兔子也不是 I wouldn't have given them a dog to look after. Not even a fucking rabbit.
這是我人生中最重大的決擇 This is the biggest decision of my life.
他們不明白嗎? 你不明白嗎? Don't they understand? Don't you?
這與我想做對無關 這是... It's not about me wanting to be right. It's...
我確實理解 所以我在這裡 I do understand. That's why I'm here.
我違反了很多我知道的規則，而且我確信還有一些規則我不知道 I'm breaking loads of rules I know about and I'm sure a few more that I don't.
如果派克太太發現了 If Mrs. parkes finds out,
在我完成培訓之前，我會向你要求一份工作 I'll be asking you for a job before I finish my training.
這甚至不關他們的事，弄清楚他們 It's not even about them, figuring them out.
是麥克 It's Michael.
我一直以為我瞭解他 I always thought that I knew him.
我是說，我瞭解 我瞭解他 I mean, I do. I do.
你知道，他，他是我的 他是我的兒子 You know, he's, he's mine. He's my son.
但我瞭解他嗎? 真的瞭解他，你知道嗎？ But do I know him? Really know him, you know?
足夠地瞭解嗎? 就這件事? Enough? For this?
哦，天啊! 幹 Oh, god. Fuck.
當你需要的時候酒都到哪去了? Where's a drink when you need it?
你為什麼帶我來這種地方？ Why did you bring me to this place?
你知道嗎？我不知道 You know what? I don't know.
為了一些蛋糕吧? For some cake?
好的，很好 噢! 我們下次去酒吧 OK, fine. We'll go to a pub next time.
叫兩大杯伏特加 然後我們會把一切都搞定 Have two big vodkas. And then we'll sort it all out.
噢...如果允許的話 Well...if you're allowed.
允許的話? Allowed?
這絕對不會殺了我 It's definitely not gonna kill me.
你覺得那輛卡車洗得夠乾淨了嗎？ 麥可 Do you think you've cleaned that lorry enough, Michael?
我覺得它很乾淨 It looks very clean to me.
不，它很髒 No. It's dirty.
好的，來吧，把頭往後靠 我不想讓肥皂進入你的眼睛 OK, come on, lean your head back. I don't wanna get soap in your eyes.
就是這樣 That's it.
沒有了 No more.
我們可以告訴羅斯小姐他們都沒了 We can tell miss Rose they're all gone.
都死了 All dead.
不，不要用我的湯匙 No, don't use my spoon.
我告訴過你這很粗魯 I told you it's rude.
還要 More.
我會給你更多 請不要吃我的 好嗎? I'll get you more. Just please don't eat mine. OK?
不要! No!
老虎的髒兮兮的 你不能穿它們 The tiger ones are dirty. You can't wear them.
我們明天會洗它們 現在很晚了 We'll wash them tomorrow. Now it's late.
麥可，請穿上這些 Michael, put these on, please.
麥可! Michael!
麥可，現在穿上新睡衣 Michael, put the new pyjamas on now.
而且在你準備好道歉之前不要離開這裡 And don't come out of here until you're ready to say sorry.
你在那輛卡車裡放了什麼？ What are you putting in that lorry there?
石頭 Rocks.
是的，所以我把所有不好的都劃掉了 Yeah, so I've crossed out all the bad ones.
嗯! 在好的旁邊放一顆星星... Mm-hmm. Put a star next to the good ones...
在那些，你知道的，畫問號的可能下次要修... and a question Mark next to the ones who, you know, do pay...
但只需要不時地提醒一下 but just need a bit of reminding from time to time.
給你 Here.
所以，如果你還有什麼問題的話，你有我的電話號碼 So, if you have any more questions, you got my number.
我應該還會待一陣子 謝謝 太好了 I should be on it for a little wee while. Thanks. That's great.
你要出國嗎? Are you going abroad?
是的 Aye.
喔，這是鑰匙 Oh, here are the keys.
如果你照顧她，她不應該會讓你失望 If you look after her, she shouldn't let you down.
很好 我會的 我會告訴你事情的進展 Brilliant. I will. I'll let you know how it goes.
哦，對不起，我差點忘了 Oh, sorry, I almost forgot.
這是給你的 但下週一以後再兌現，好嗎? This is for you. But don't cash it until next Monday, OK?
再見 祝我好運！ Cheers. Wish me luck!
保持她點著 Keep her lit.
就像甲蟲...離開了它的身體 Like the beetle...left its body,
但是現在正在森林裡飛... but is now flying around the forest...
不久的一天... One day soon...
你爸爸會離開他的身體... Your daddy will leave his body...
但會永遠在你身邊... But will always be around you...
在空中 in the air.
像汽球在空中? Like the balloon in the sky?
對 Yes.
你看不見我 You won't see me,
但是你可以和我說話...而我會聽的 but you can talk to me...And I'll listen.
你不會像現在這樣聽到我...但是... And you won't hear me like you hear me now...but...
你會在內心聽到我的聲音 You'll hear me inside you.
內心? 嗯! Inside? Mm-hmm.
因為我會永遠和你在一起... Cos I will always be with you...
在你周圍的空氣中... In the air around you...
而且在溫暖你的陽光下 And in the sunshine that warms you.
下雨也是嗎? And the rain?
是的...還有讓你淋濕的雨 Aye...and the rain that gets you wet.
而葡萄也是? And the grapes?
沒錯 Yes.
我也會在那裡 I'll be there too.
不在葡萄裡面 Not in the grape,
但在它的味道裡 but in the taste of it.
嗯? Mmm?
嗨，約翰 Hi, John.
嗨，麥可 很高興再次見到你 Hi, Michael. It's so lovely to see you again.